February 2012
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I keep shutting it out,
trying to remove these things from my heart and from my head. Or where ever feelings come from, i’ve never really figured that one out. Because this thing…this thing was once so tiny! A hello here, a goodnight text there. It’s blown up in magnitude and now I feel consumed by the thought of you; burning, aching, yearning thoughts of you. It grips at my soul and claws at my eyes,...
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Mind frozen,
Heart thumping,
Only you.
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I always have to remind myself to keep moving...
Because the only things that you can regret are in the past and by then it’s already too late.
Omnia causa fiunt.
January 2012
6 posts
Dear You,
The fuck?
Sincerely,
Me
P.S. Get your shit together.
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Idk pt. five billion
I constantly have to tell myself not to worry so much. What’s happened in the past has passed. What’s happening in the present can be controlled. As for the future? Anything can happen and that’s the beautiful, beautiful, beautiful thing about it. That the past and present may not have had any consequence or that they had changed it for the better. Ambiguity at it’s finest!...
ahypnotistcollector:
Like a drunken fool stuttering,
I remind myself not to say I love you
when we wake up.
I am pathetic.
We juggle hands,
searching for whatever it is we want
without knowing what it is.
We’re confused.
I forget to do important things
because I now know you.
Things seem less important.
speed limit 65, going 70
Don’t want to die
But I would like to get to you
...
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Oh,
those destructive magic moments when I wake up with you by my side. The crisp morning air rids the room of the foggy passion from the night before, turning lust into realization and physical satiation into emotional emptiness. Despite my usual adamant stubbornness, I find myself always returning back to you; your hold on me like a retractable leash tied around my heart. The feelings that I harbor...
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Maybe
after it all dies out
we’ll remember where this love came from.
December 2011
7 posts
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You think you know,
but then something happens and suddenly you’re back at square one and there’s confusion and sometimes anger and you don’t know what’s going on or why it’s happening. Then it’s “why me” and “why that” and “fuck this” and “oh god it just happened” and you just wish that you could sleep and let everything disappear,...
"It's not that difficult to love"
zaedilux:
And I find myself compelled to agree.
Love isn’t as complicated as we make it out to be. It’s the most simple, most elemental, most pure, most beautiful feeling, emotion, thingamajig, whatever you want to call it that beats in our hearts.
Unfortunately, it’s also the most intangible sentiment. We can’t quantify it. Your ‘I love you so much’ could be so much less than my ‘I love you...
I used to think...
xoxorobeezie:
that the stars would pave a path for me built upon my hopes, dreams, and ambitions. I used to fixate myself with fairytales and happy endings with the simplified notion that all that I had would never change. People would never fade. What I love would remain constant. But I know… this world I’ve built, my success, my dreams, my ambitions are ones made from my own hands. My...
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There's a certain...
uniqueness in discovery. In the same way that an artist can admire a fine painting and a mechanic can truly understand the complexity of a machine, I feel that having learned about music affects what I hear and how I hear and feel it. You can appreciate something with all you have, but only once you get into it, once you’ve rubbed your face in it and filled your head with the inner workings...
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I love him,
but not
in the same way
that I
loved you.
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“I’m inspired, I’m offline, a renegade, disturbing the peace while...”
– Ronnie Fazer, Skins
You know,
the world is a terrible place. People have ugly hearts and sometimes ugly faces and no matter how hard we try to deny it, we’re always looking out for ourselves first. People lie, cheat, steal and hurt and, worse yet, they have the potential to do it to the ones they love most. Worse still, some turn that potential into action. We take things for granted and destroy things in anger. We are...
November 2011
14 posts
The first.
The luckiest people are the ones who love for the first time and the ones who are someone’s first love. There is nothing, absolutely nothing that compares to the feeling of being so connected and in sync with someone. For the very first time here is someone who understands you and sweeps your flaws under a mat. He’s perfect, she’s flawless, I can’t believe, just can not...
snugglybunny:
No matter the truth, people see what they want to see.
1112pm:
And if we never see or speak again, I’d like to say to you that you’ve changed my entirety, you’ve breathed all of me, smoked the ugliest parts of me clean.
And for that, I forgive you and for that, I will always love you.
11:12
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You taught me that it's okay to be selfish.
You taught me to put the ones I love first. You taught me to look after myself and voice my opinions. You taught me the importance of work and getting as close to perfection as possible. You taught me not to look back. But all I want to do right now is turn around and breathe in every second with you. I want to set fire to all the wasted time and the anger and resentment and watch it burn into...
“People talk sometimes of bestial cruelty, but that’s a great injustice and...”
– Fyodor Dostoyevsky, Brothers Karamazov
(via thegreypilgrim)
I thought back to when I was younger
and how silly everything seemed and how silly I was and how I didn’t care if something didn’t make sense because it was fun and I was happy and that’s all that really mattered. That’s what’s important, right? Being happy? After all, isn’t that what everyone struggles to be? Isn’t that why we want love and money and companionship? Because we think it will...
It's easy to lose respect for someone.
Even easier when they can’t see how much of a dumb ass they are.
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Tadashi.
Fuck Tadashi. Fuck Cori and fuck Curtis. The volume of shit that comes out of their mouth is so unbelievable. I’m amazed that they can even contain it in their vertically challenged bodies.
On Saturday some of Curtis’s friends came in really late. Normally we take last call at 9:20 so Curtis told me to take their last food orders at 9:20 and their last alcohol orders at 9:30. 9:30...
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And soon you can't live without this aching.
The delicious burning in your chest.
Life is so different for everyone and we all get mixed up into it’s little intricacies. Sometimes to make it an even bigger mess and sometimes to help smooth it out a little. I’d like to hope that I do the latter for most people I meet. It’s a nice thought.
October 2011
7 posts
“To hold, you must first open your hand. Let go.”
– Lao Tzu (via elige)
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"People don't change.
We play parts. Then one day we can’t handle faking who we really are and everything crumbles.”
Ah,
the evanescence of a dream.
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That's the thing about life.
There are times when you have to choose between passion and career, between doing something out of necessity and doing it for love.
Though there are also times when certain decisions really can’t be helped. Good timing is a commodity which is often hard to come by.
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bunnywunnyprincess:
Stars align tomorrow.
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Optimism.
For most of my life I always thought that I was a pessimist, but this past year has made me realize that i’m quite the opposite. I am an optimist who knows when to be real about shit. Why is that? Because I don’t believe in letting things get me down. I don’t believe that my life will be a failure just because this one thing didn’t happen or that other thing did. People who...
September 2011
16 posts
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T: I don't want to see you hurt.
Y: I won't let anything get me down ^o^ Thank you for always caring ;-;
T: Yeah. I just don't like when you cry. Can't understand what you are saying.
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Things I will probably never understand:
When someone is trying to make a turn and drives into the middle of your lane only to decide that they want to let you go first.
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staticnights:
Oh.
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Drifter.
I lost consciousness Floating on your waves I was weak Drifting, colliding, rising and falling Meekly sending little splashes your way Begging for you to see me And throw me the line you were selfishly hoarding Then I reached an island An island in your sea So dazzling were the leaves that fell Amber in hue, dancing with such graceful intent They burned as they touched the ground Crisp, black...
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"Actual happiness always looks pretty squalid
in comparison with the overcompensations for misery. And, of course, stability isn’t nearly so spectacular as instability. And being contented has none of the glamour of a good fight against misfortune, none of the picturesqueness of a struggle with temptation, or a fatal overthrow by passion or doubt. Happiness is never grand.” - Aldous Huxley, Brave New World
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Everyone is always saying things like,
“Oh, don’t think about it,” or “Just forget about it,” but I think that it’s important to think about things. You can’t solve a problem by ignoring it and, likewise, not thinking about something won’t make it go away. Our mind and our ability to think and rationalize and come up with conclusions and solutions are what makes us such wonderful...
The ways we learn:
1. Repetition 2. Introspection 3. Observation 4. Error Just a thought.
No matter what I do
I feel like I can always do better. Study harder, learn more, be faster, push harder. I feel as if I don’t have limits (or I haven’t reached any yet) and I want to keep going. I want to wear myself out and continually grow and push and push and push until i’m run into the ground. But while my face is in the dirt, i’ll smile, pick myself up and do it all over again. After...
tifuani asked: I'm finally going to Fishman island! For some reason I was stuck on Enies lobby.... then I decided to start reading instead of watching it and I read so much so fast :3 What other mangas do you read? or watch?
tifuani asked: oh man! you are hardcore!! hehe ya now since i have that app, im reading one piece during my lectures! ~___~ omg and this weekend was just one piece one piece lol~ are you caught up with it?? im so far behind! but its still good :3
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